Tax – noun

Tax – Noun
a heavy tax on one's attention burden, load, weight, demand, strain, pressure, stress, drain, imposition.
Taxed - To make difficult or excessive demands upon: a boss who taxed everyone's patience.



This is the best word that describes me right now. There’s only so much a person can take and I think I am near my threshold limit.

My enlistment notices just arrived in the mail today. It’s a mixed feeling. To begin with, I’ve already said that though I am not very keen in commandos, I would be disappointed if I don’t get it. For a person who has not been given the ‘No’ in a long time, this is something I need to work with. Hence, I am disappointed.

The other problem is that with two months notices; I am having lesser time in my preparation towards my CoC. I am feeling that I am being burned on both ends and that my days are counting down two days at a time instead of one.

Where did all the time gone? Have I wasted too many? Time is a thief, I’ve been robbed.

Perhaps this is in some plans of God that thing turns out this way. There have been a lot of disappointment lately and I don’t think I can take any much more. I don’t think I can write anymore, I’ll let it done by this song.

张震岳 - 很难

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